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Blehhhhhh, I don't really know if I'm even feeling any stress for PMR. -___-
The 2nd trials start tomorrow and I don't know nuts. -_____-
Honestly I could care less if I fail my 2nd trials and fail for PMR, I just wanna get it done and over with and move on with my life.
And honestly again, I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT STUDIES!!
Studies to me don't really get you anywhere in life...
So what if you're some straight A student and a university graduate with perfect grades?
You might even end up working as a credit card salesperson, no offence, but it happens a lot.
I don't know why either, so stop glaring daggers while reading this and don't be such a sourpuss.
*sigh*
I just wanna become a trainee and debut, but then again, I don't think that's ever gonna happen.
I can already hear people yelling: 'DREAM ON LOSER!' while reading this.
I'LL KEEP ON DREAMING THEN, HOW'S THAT?
Psssh, whatever, I wanna do what I want, I'm not gonna do what people want me to do, so put a sock in it.

Wow, my LJ's really dead. -_-

This is just a really short post, since I just want to keep this thing alive for a little longer. (:

I'M IN LOVE WITH U-KISS! :DDDDDD

유키스 ♥


Clockwise: Dong Ho, Kiseob, Kevin, Ki Bum, Eli, Alexander, Soo Hyun

I'm so depressed.
*sigh*
Go read my blog if you wanna find out more, the link's at the side bar....

Yes, I'm back for more ranting and more complaining.
Honestly, SOME people are being such pain in the asses. I'm not gonna say who are they unless you ask me.
Seriously, they have no idea how fcking miserable I am in my current school, okay?
I sit alone with no one to talk to in class for like what? 5+ hours?
If I didn't catch what the teacher said, I have to ask the people in front of me, which will take like AGES cuz I swear they have too much earwax in there. -_-
And I sit like WAY back in the class so it's hard to see.
Gosh, fck everything in this miserable life of mine.
Btw, I mentioned about that guy I've been waiting for right? Sitting alone just makes it worse cuz I tend to think about it a lot and not pay attention cuz it's basically so goddamn BORING. Everyone's busy chatting away and making noise while I'm like the outcast and loner sitting alone being all emo and stuff.
SOME people say I don't have to mood to go to school and study after I came back from Australia, IS IT EVEN MY FAULT?!?!
Don't bloody hell bring me there then!
If I say I don't wanna go you'll keep saying: Are you sure?
And you'll keep asking and asking even if I keep saying I'm sure! 
Btw, I'm like that because the schooling system there is way more relaxed and not crappy like here, okay?!
They stress us out like shit over here, and my school is worse because they care so much about their image, name and awards and everything.
SOME people wanna take the laptop out of my room because they think I use it till late at night with my room door locked, and they say I'm going back to school and I still use it till late at night.
Well EXCUSE ME, there was no school on Saturday and Sunday okay! And there's no school today so I used it till like 2 or 3 in the morning last night.
I HAVE SELF CONTROL. I don't use the computer or laptop on weekdays that much, or sometimes I don't even use them!
Do you guys seriously think I'm a bratty spoiled teenager that buys all expensive stuff and shows them off?!
I might be spoiled but I have self control and I don't recklessly waste your money.
If you think I'm spoiled try going to my school, I bet they're WAY better, aren't they?! Sarcasm intended.
What do you expect me to do after school anyway?! STUDY?! By the time we come back from school it's already like 7 o'clock in the evening.
Ugh, fine. Do what you want, let me stay in that stupid crappy school of mine, let me suffer and be miserable then.
If I become more rebellious than I am now then it's YOUR fault!
Thank you so much for making me cry because I'm so goddamn pissed.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Gah, I need Big Bang & 2PM pictures, and I need to listen to their music and watch their videos. They seem to be the only people that can make me happy nowadays.


Big Bang
L to R: Seung Ri, Tae Yang, T.O.P, G-Dragon, Dae Sung


Big Bang
L to R: G-Dragon, Seung Ri, Tae Yang, Dae Sung, T.O.P


Tae Yang oppa.


2PM
L to R: Chan Sung, Nichkhun, Jun Ho, Jun Su, Woo Young, Taec Yeon, Jae Beom


Nichkhun oppa from 2PM.


Jaebeom oppa from 2PM.

Hello again.

This is a VERY dead journal, that's because I focus more on updating my blog, but I don't update too often on my blog either.
My parents are seriously like annoying the hell outta me, and it's making me really annoyed and pissed. Just because I don't want to ask for homework does not mean I DO NOT have friends. I'm not asking for homework because I don't want to do it, and I just really don't have the mood for studying, school, and all that crap, okay? Don't blame me for this behavior, blame this stupid teenage phase I'm going through. This phase just makes me want to drop out of school and do something I ACTUALLY LIKE, and not be like a pet that's trained to do whatever the school wants you to do, JUST BECAUSE WE'RE A CLUSTER SCHOOL NOW.
STOP RUBBING IT IN PEOPLE'S FACES, IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'RE THE FIRST SCHOOL ON EARTH TO BE A CLUSTER SCHOOL. IF YOU WANT DISCIPLINE, GOOD STUDIES AND GOOD CURRICULUM, JUST BUILD ROBOTS THEN! WON'T IT SAVE EVERYONE'S PRECIOUS TIME?!

Ugh, I need some Big Bang pictures to make my day.


L to R: T.O.P, G-Dragon, Tae Yang, Dae Sung, Seung Ri.


L to R: T.O.P, Dae Sung, Tae Yang, G-Dragon, Seung Ri.

Ugh, where are you mysterious dude? If you were here, you'd be my very own Tae Yang, and I'd have someone to actually care about me other than my friends. I miss you, damn it.

This is my first time using LJ, so I'm still trying to get the hang of it. Been using Blogger for about 2 or 3 years, so yeah.
Got nothing much to say, so I guess I'll stop here.
Oh, and please don't mind my username. I was outta ideas, and I was thinking of Tae Yang and Big Bang. (:

Btw, yb stands for Young Bae, Tae Yang's real name.